I can't believe I only catch 1-2 hrs of sleep last night.

What has happened to the weather recently?

I was tired to the core after stayed awake up way past my normal sleeping time, then the minutes I laid down, my whole body was aching.

I turned and turned on my bed, trying to catch some sleep but failed. Leaving with no choice, I turned to the next resolve, my beloved sofa in my room. It was my makeshift bed and yesterday afternoon, I had been spending at least 2 hrs on the sofa sleeping to replenish myself of the sleep I prevented myself from having so that I can reach school early.

Oh my, I couldn't even sleep on my beloved sofa. =X

So in the end, I ended up on my bed again, this time too tired to turn anymore and finally I forced myself to sleep.

But by the time I woke up, only 1-2 hrs had passed and I got no choice but to force myself to go took a shower.

Amazed at how for the whole day at school, I could be so awake.

No one knew I didn't really sleep well beside Lexx, Kai Yun and Brendan. Being the first one to reach school, I think those times I spent outside of the premise allowed me to take some time to read my bible and to replenish myself for the lesson afterward.

Come to think of it, sitting at the front is good and coming early just paid off the effort of killing my flesh.

From someone who at first felt that don't need to come super early, to someone who now promised Abba to come early, God is still good to me despite a few circumstances I encountered.

Most of all, today I got back my headphone.

Being careless, I accidentally dropped my headphone in the hall. Never thought someone will pass it to the reception. Thanks God for answering praying. Every single day I had been telling God that I believed somehow He will bring back my headphone, even if it is not bad, I insisted not to buy a new one till I finished SOT since buying new one mean need to fork out more money that is not necessary at this moment.

Every spending got a price to pay.

I just wanna make sure I paid it for a good cost.

My body continued to function even when my mind was half gone.

Helping Li Fen with some admins, and in the end, managed to finish everything for her, plus got Lexx's eyes helped to check the data I done.

I must said, knowing the stage I was in, I better do the typing and Lexx handled the reading and lo and behold, when Li Fen checked out work and asked me to help read some names, I saw the wrong name and read wrongly and both of us were shocked for a moment than discovered, I saw the wrong name.

Li Fen asked how come I didn't wear spectacle, so in the end said I forget and admitted being sleepy-headed. (Actually I took it out when I changed a new bag then left it on my table. So considered forgotten about it. =P)

Talked to Lexx about thinking whether should pick up a job or not. Cause Lexx adviced me to do so even if I got saving and I got a few options to ask of. But I really need wisdom, I don't wanna make a wrong move and miss out on the move of God. Detour is not fun at all, and most of all, it is draining. How many times in life I made a detour just to reach where I am. I just wanna make sure I walk in the peace of God.

Then after which, really must be God planned for me to meet Angela.

I missed my bus when I reached interchange. (I purposely missed it cause too pack plus I was too tired to stand for half an hour. So I was thinking of taking the next one. That was 6.30pm that time.)

Turned out, Angela wanna asked me to wait for her as she got a visitation to go and we could travel together. I was happy for I got to fellowship with someone again. (Accompanied people becoming part of my life already. Either people got some ways to convince me to take time to travel with them or I followed them so that can fellowship more, either way, even if I wanna to chat, turned out, it is good to hear people chatting.)

So in the end, I insisted waiting for her as her bus took a long time to reach the interchange.

Had a nice time accompanied her and a new friend also wanna to meet me.

So in the end, went to find the new friend, spent sometimes talking to her and took my time to walk home and allowing myself to feel the wind.

How long had it been since I ever walk the road from my secondary school to my house?

I can't really remember.

By the time I was home, it was 8.30pm.

Drained physically, yet in all other aspects, it was still a fulfilling day for me.

Now is finally the time for some rest.

I must catch up with the sleep that I had missed out last night.

I still feeling a bit diao when during the 1-2 hrs of sleep, I got a dream. =X

I told Lexx, I wanna do dream interpretation since Daniel also knew how to do it.

Nearly got a knock on my head as usual. =X

But before I forgot, I today saw a "loving" brotherly scene of Brendan and Joel eating a sandwiches while Lexx and I waiting for Li Fen to give us some works.

And there was another funny moment when a few guys and I crowded around the AXM machine to trying to figure the way to submit our school fees.

Why so funny?

Cause we are like blur turkey. Trying to use all ways to figure the machine, plus the guy using the machine looked younger than Joel and we laughed when the guy is younger than him. =X

At least Joel got a forgiving heart for I kept on laughing and nearly earned a knock on the head from Lexx.

Missed Pearly, she had been sick for a week.

And all sisters were away except me, a sister among the bunch of "brothers".

Am I their brother?

Or are they my sister?

I think I must be very tired to type random stuffs like that.

SOT is fun, being spiritual is one thing.

Build strong friendships is another thing.

Meet nice people and not so nice people also another thing.

There are lessons to be learned everyday.

I better go rest.

Or else my brain will be gone. =X

Keep me awake Lord.

Tomorrow going for expo service again.

Hoping to get nice seats again for everyone. =)

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