A day of Sabbath, a day where I think back the past 1 week and reflected on myself, and a day of being emotional than usual.

It is a day, when I like to be alone and goes into my own thoughts and to do my own stuffs without much interaction with people, beside msn and sms.

Yes, I only managed to accomplish 50% of what I want to do. 50% more to go.

A while back, I was doing admins and suddenly I thought back to the day when I was spiritual birthed into the Kingdom of God. Followed by it, I tried to remember the day I went for baptism. For a moment I wondered, which year is it? Surprisingly I could remember the date, but I forgot the year.

Searching deep within my mind, I still can't remember and all I could do is to look for an envelop where I carefully kept my certificate along with a few others letters and certs.

Searching through it, I found a letter written by Cindy when CG newly multiplied last year.

It was a letter long forgotten, and kept neatly in the envelop.

Curiously, I read through the letter for I forgotten what is the content about and whenever I got a letter, I will read it and kept in nicely in my envelop and letter box, as I love to receive letter from my loved ones, and considering the fact that I'm not born to be artistic in writing, when people wrote me letter, I will be very touched for all I always do is to make something or buy something for them.

As I read something, I came across something that touched me deeply.

"Somehow I feel you are someone who's covered by a lot of God's grace."
It got me puzzled at first, for shouldn't we all being covered by His grace? If I am covered by "a lot of God's grace", shouldn't I called myself Grace instead of Evangeline?

Yea as I pondered further, I realized, the Lord has really and continues to be good to me.

I wasn't called Grace for He already covered me with His grace even during moments when I hardened my heart.

I am called Evangeline for my name symbolized who I am to become.

"A messenger of God"
I am not called into God's grace, blessings and love only.

I am called to be in world missions and being part of the warriors in the kingdom of God to share of His goodness.

I am covered by His grace so that I can be totally pure in His presence.

For all have sins and fallen short of the glory of God.

Without His grace, my sins couldn't be forgiven.

And I believed, the grace He has given to me, led me out of my past totally.

For the devils will use it to stop me from moving, but God's grace will propel me to move on.

Yes, my God is a wonderful Father.

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