It has came to me...

Did I make the decision because of people or because I really wanna to go for it?

At first I heard of it, I wanna to go for it so much and then after seeing someone, made me wanna choose it even more and yet I also wanna go many other places too.

I wondered, what to think of my decision?

I just wanna put aside everything for now, and locked everything and then continue to fulfill what I want.

Staying silent and fulfilling what I wanna to do is better than looking at people and get affected.

It happened too many times for me, no matter who they are, I now no longer can think much for my mind is not disciplined in the ways that I want.

I wanna to take back the decision for people said I do that because of this and that but now I think back, taking away all distracting factors, I will still choose it no matter what.

Now what?

Nothing, I need to empty my mind so that I can finally know the path my Shepherd give me.

My mind too mess up by the words of many people.

Now, I need to settle down my mind again and think for myself, what is my passion again?

What I really want?

And what I hope to achieve?

I still a human, and weaknesses is still with me no matter what people viewed of me.

But I got strengths and now I need to focus on my strengths.

This remainder 4 months is precious to me.

It determine my path.

I just need to make sure I am not losing focus.

No matter what, I can't make decision based on feelings but based on God.

I got to learn to extract myself from many voices and ultimately learn to hear the voice of God.

Decisions, I learning to make the right ones.

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