Coming into SOT is not my actual breakthrough.

Receiving a new hp and laptop is not my actual breakthrough.

My actual breakthrough is what I going to experience in the next few weeks to next few months of study in SOT.

Getting the chance to lead Praise and Worship for mock CG caused my palms to sweats.

I mean, I was a long time game mistress, able to preach in 7 minutes (All helpers need to train in this area), testimony still okay, offering not bad...

BUT I NEVER TRIED TO LEAD PRAISE AND WORSHIP!

To us, the stages to rising up all started with games (I led games for one whole year), testimony and offering (after CG multiplied then I was promoted to this area), then before reaching leadership, is praise and worship then followed by the word of God when you are a full-fledge CGL.

Thus I always believe, maybe in future I will do it but I never thought, God will let me do these 2 areas at one go.

My eyes went o.o and I can't help but wondered what going to happen. Now all it left is the preparation with the guitarist which high chance I will find Brendan to help me.

Am I getting a step closer to where I wanna be?

I do not know.

But I know it is a good ground for me to breakthrough.

2 more days to mock CG.

God, help me!

Only You can do a miracle, especially when I know nothing about praise and worship.

Only You can give me wisdom!

Like King Solomon, I need to pray and seek for wisdom in the Lord.

I'm breaking through into another realm.

Labels: New Realm