Today isw still doing my bible reading. Deciding to start off with old testament. So glad I read it for the story of Abraham, Isacc, Jacob and Jospeh impacted me once again. Reading different translation really bring different revelations.
Suddenly, while I reading some chapters in Genesis, I was being remind of what Kenrus once said when we were fellowshipping.
"I rather has nothing not even ministry is God is all that I can has."
True to say, in this world, we are building God's kingdom, God's ministry but many often only build ministry because they want to have a ministry.
And often we mislooked the Blesser, the Giver.
What if we don't have a ministry?
Will we stop loving God?
I told myself after it came to my mind that, it is always God first, other second. And that included future spouse.
It came hard on me that time is running out.
Yes, I shall one day see God in heaven but before the actually meeting, I should already know God by heart for my heart should be the Sancturary of the Holy Spirit. The place where I keep it pure and sanctify for God.
I wanna come into the Holy of Holies everyday, enjoying His presence and stay with Him in the Sancturary. My life on earth is short, while I working toward the calling of God, I should also build a strong bond and relationship with God so that one day when I go to heaven, I won't be asking Him dense question as in "why there is a tabernacle in heaven".
Now is time for more bible reading.
More revelations, more of His presence.
I wanna make my room into God's Sancturary.
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