I has never been so emotions for the past 20 years of my life yet knowing Jesus is what that broke the walls with me to feel Him and start to love Him.

Entering into SOT is a desire that has always been within me ever since I first seemed Cliff entering into SOT. After Cliff went through the 10 months period, he came out a different Cliff. More anointing, more presence of God.

Following year in 2006, Cindy entered into SOT. She transformed and be sure of her calling into leadership, giving up her make-up ministry, she turned to CG and the journey not easy, as not much people understood her that include me in the past. Yet I saw how she single-handedly grow the CG to 40 people and ultimately we multiplied with a core of 15 members.

The journey with her is not an easy. 2007, no one is in SOT and Cindy was so excited for me when I told her I wanna go SOT still even if the course period had changed. It was not easy for people told me that it seem too short-change and 2009, we might be back to 10 months course and many confirmed that it is going to resume to 10 months course, thus I once pondered, should I go or should I not.

In the end, amidst all of the oppositions, I entered into SOT and just like what God has said, I got to save up the school fees myself through the opportunity He given to me. So I saved with all my might and finally I gotten enough.

In the process, I gave up buying a new hp and laptop for to me, if I wanna see what God has installed for me, I gonna go for what He called me to do even if no one like what I doing.

In the end, with a request to my mum like the time I chose to went through water baptism, I got her to let me go for it.

Personal blessings came when I gotten a hp and laptop eventually. And I know for sure, put first the kingdom of God and all that you desirem He shall give to you.

My prayer never fall onto unfruitful ground, and though today only an area I still waiting for my prayer to be answered but after tally for 4 years, like what Cliff once prayed, the tally moment with God will never be forgotten, for all the lost moment shall be make up by God.

Cause God do His work and we yield to Him to trust in Him.

It is a hard-pressed process and a breaking apart process.

It has already begin the 1st part...

Now I wondered what God has installed for me.

We will always has our valley of death experience and I shall endure it through untill I pass this current situation.

A leader once prayed that I shall climbed many mountains. Spiritually it must be tiring cause physically, our spirit got tired out when we climb many mountains but just likw physically we need water to replenish outselves, spiritually, I need Holy Spirit to replenish me. Like the tree planted by the river, I shall never thirst for He fulfill all thirst and hunger.

Now is another mountain-climbing experience with God.

God, make me a strong mountain-climber.

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