Last day of attachment...

YES!

Finally I finished this walk.

Yes, there were tears from walking this road.

Tears of sadness when people don't appreciate the things that you done.

Tears of stress when I faced difficult situations and was on the verge of breaking down.

Tears of departure when the fellow collegues brought the 2 students and me out for a half day fun after our attachment and treated us to movie, dinner at Indo Resturant and drive us from Orchard to Holland V till mrt station.

Yes, it wasn't an easy journey. Only one of the student is going back to the place to work. The other choose elsewhere and for me, though I planned my future yet situations trying to steal my future away.

Stress from every corners to think of where I should go now and for now, a good holiday is what I deserved to have.

To regain that love and joy in the Lord.

I lose so much when I thought back to this journey.

Lost the chance to do well in study.

Lost the chance to fully make use of the working environment to know the fellow collegues like what I did now.

I felt so sad when I said goodbye to my preceptor and the collegues after our gathering.

We were surprised when the most unthinkable preceptor suggested to bring us out and treated us.

And after everythings, the feeling of being back to school was so much different.

A mixture of feelings overwhelmed me.

Now I thought back, it wasn't worth my time to be depressed over choosing this course when I couldn't get into my favourite business course.

Cause even though I at first really hated the things I need to do, yet I didn't manage too fulfill what I wanna to fulfill.

Yet my mum supported me.

Last day of memories...

Now thinking back, I should move on.

To once again trust in God.

To once again believe in God.

And to once again love God.

Precious...

My Precious.

You are my Precious...

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