One more month before we entered into a brand new year.

I really couldn't believe what I had gone through for the past 1 years.

It's really something I couldn't imagine.

A regaining of my vision.

Meeting wonderful friends.

Having a clearer picture of my visions, calling and the plans that God has for me.

Walking out of valley of the shadow of death.

It was a wonderful year to say.

Now I got a greater vision for next year.

The end is always better than the beginning and a new beginning is always better than the past.

I got so much more to go for.

As God prompted me to restart my walk and to look upon Him for the faith to fulfill my vision, I understood that all those minor things that I wasted my energy and time on was what the once led me away.

From rising up to stagnancy to finding God again. Life is often faced with ton of decisions and obstacles.

What I was once called for, because of my heart that was unsettled, I told God to just listened to what I want but I often forgotten what God want. And as I led my mind and heart back to Him, I slowly understand that my God still has His plan for me.

He answered prayers, yet He got a greater plan for our future.

Not what we hoped for, what we want will always be answered. As long as it's not part of God's will and contradict to His words, He will not answer.

As I looked toward God, all God asked was for me to let down my price and self-desire to answer to His call and picked up His cross once again.

It was not one time but dozen of times when He said pick up your cross and follow me.

And looking forward, for now till the end of 2008, I wished to fulfill many many things then ever before...

1. I wanna pass through these 10 weeks attachment period with no regret but be a good testimony and shine in my workplace. Even if it mean, I got to leave later. And nonetheless, I wanna keep on fighting for my sat and sun freedom. God once said once I gone through these, greater blessings and greater breakthrough shall come. I believe and claim it in Jesus' name. Though at first it was hard but there are so many people stand by me and believing in me. I know I can because my God said that I can.

2. To be in leadership meeting. Definitely I called into CG ministry and full-time ministry. And I'm not gonna compromise but work toward it.

3. I wanna rised up and be a woman of God. Be more decisive, more creative, more strong in the spirit, more fervent for God in prayer and fasting. Be a better daughter to my parents.

4. For healing for my back and my voice. After started taking over offering from Cindy beside testimony, I discovered that my throat can't stand the pressure I placed on it and having high pitch doesn't help. My throat hurted when I talked too much. Cindy said don't end up like her need to go for operation so I better start to take care of it or else when I take a CG and need to preach for at least 20 min, I won't be able to stand it and people won't be able to hear me well if I keep on using high pitch tone.

5. To improve my grammar in speech. Pastor Kong was once not a very good speaker. Pastor Benny Hinn was once struggled with stammer problem but they all overcame it. With them as examples, I wanna overcome this problem of speech.

6. To experience a greater anointing from God.

7. To experience a revival in my spirit.

8. To be part of the NYP revival. Not only because I'm one of the pioneer but because that was once of my vision.

9. To commit myself more to NYP cluster and CG ministry and witness the revival in both area.

10. To spend less time on fiction stories and spend times finishing my daily devotions, sermons and books.

11. Open up my house/room for PM and BS class. Be a trained and effective BS teacher.

12. To go Taiwan and at least go for one mission trip to experience God in a greater way that is out of my comfort zone.

There are so much more that I can do and I know that as I experienced revival in my spirit, everything around me shall also experience revival.

12 is the no of government and leadership. Next year will be a greater year whereby I faced with greater challenges at the same time I shall become stronger.

Start the year right. 1 more month too go before I entered into a brand new year.

Let all work hard!

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