Everythings that happened in life always come with a purpose.

A purpose of telling us of God's goodness through the times of trials and tribulation.

A purpose of telling us of God's blessings when we hold onto Him.

As I cried in my room, it started as a cries of sadness that turn into a cries of understanding the purpose of God.

Not once had I ever shared of the tears that I shed.

Not once had I told people of the tears that flow out of me.

Not once except God had seemed those tears.

The tears that shed because of the spiritual deaths of others.

The tears that shed because of the physically deaths of others.

The tears that shed because those who died might never know God.

Everytimecame close to those who gonna passed away, my hands shivered, and my eyes started to water.

I told myself to be strong yet there are moments when I will ask, if that what He did to take away the suffering.

Yet, I come to understand that there is a God at the same time, there is also a destroyer known as devil who seek to steal and kill.

As I cried out to God, I started to understand why I choose this path that I choose.

As I encountered various people who might not lived for a very long time, the words of encouragement and the word of advices planted in my heart.

To do the best that you can do.

To go further to accomplish what you suppose to do.

And to fulfill your dream and be happy about your life.

Every tears that I shed, I know my God collected them in a bottle and angels counted the drops that I cried.

I know for sure that my God remembered all tears and as much as I had given, as much as I will be receiving.

As much deaths as I had witnessed, as much lives and much more life He shall give.

Ecclesiastes 3

A Time for Everything

1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

Nothing is ever negative, when we viewed it in God's way.

Nothing happened in life is ever too bad for us to handle, for God already fend our life from the attack so that whatever we faced are just 25% of what we suppose to face.

With an eagle face, with an oxen face and with a lion face, we fend off the devils and won the victory.

With a furious heart, a passional love and a never dying spirit, we fend off the obstacles of life.

Yes, there are tears, yet through the tears, joy come into our life.

Tears from heaven that what it is all about.

About you and me, fighting with God.

Fighting with the invisible force.

Fighting for our freedom to love Almighty God.

It's all worth the tears when victory come.

It's woth it all.

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