When you thought your vision is gone, God is always there to rememberance that promise that He gave to you when you entered into a covenant with Him.

I once thought my vision was hard to achieve.

When I heard His voice while I was still a young Christian, I never understood "Matt 26:19-20".

As I prayed, all I knew was God wanna me to go all around the world and someone like me, who never dare to step out of my comfort zone, how can I fulfill what the Lord had said?

But as times went by, and the message of the marketplace been preached, this vision of mine faded away as everyone seem to be going into the marketplace and I wanna to be there to, to be with everyone, doing what the people around me wanna to do. Be a business woman came to my mind and I thought that what the Lord want me to focus on, in the marketplace.

Yet the true and the matter is, in the end, I couldn't get a business course and landed up in nursing course. Thinking it was just a tribulation period, I made a decision to complete this course and get on with pursuiting a business diploma.

The passion for missions still burning strongly within me. I can't seem to forget about it. I can't seem to let go of it and I wanna so much to be in Full-time ministry in the years to come. And I learned that been a church staff can still go for missions and I thought I can be satisfied with the vision of becoming a full-time staff in church in the near future and when for missions whenever there is a need.

I thought that all I need and I thought that what God mean by Matt 26-19-20.

Though sometime, whatever you think you know, will fail for God already planned something greater beyong your imagination.

Last year during Christmas, I got the chance to meet 3 missionaries who came to SG for a few days before they moved on to another countries. Didn't know whether it was a coincidence or God had planned this meeting, Cindy invited them for our Christmas Service when she met them on a street during to fiqure out a way to go to Orchard Road. They came and I was asked to get to know them.

I spoke to them, found out that one of them, a girl, was a graduate from Oral Roberts University. And curiously, I asked them about missions and in turn they asked me about my vision. Uncertainty came to me and I shared them about wanting to be a full-time church staff in future and maybe go for Theology University in the near future.

And a guy from this team requested to pray for me. Unsure, I did as they told, and received their prayer for me. That moment, a wind blew passed me and I saw different nations, and God renewed my vision and once again promised that it was what He prepared for me.

The past one year, I had went through the valleys and climbed mountains and though, I haven't entered into the leadership course but I knew, God prepared a time and season for me.

The past one year, through the confirmation of various people around me, I know and I know that I didn't choose the wrong path for God's promise stand strong through all doubts.

The past one year, I had been shedding tears, moulding my heart and seeking to find my purpose and finally I found it and it is to love God wholeheartedly and trust in Him with all of my soul.

Yes, I won't settle for anything less...

For this is a promise from heaven and a promise is never easily broken.

I thank my God for been there for me like no one else.

You the best God.

The best!

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