How long had I never came to blog?

Many days.

And these days, I had been busying thinking and finding a reason with myself.

So much things in mind, so tired in one way or another.

Gone through an unknown cycle, having broken bits and pieces to throw away.

Had to find back the love...

Had to find back that reason.

I reflected so much when the cycle coming back.

And today, clearly in the mirror, I know that all God want is for me to walk forget and give away all my loves in other things that had been occupying my times when I can spend more with Him so that I won't be led away easily.

And also, to be myself in front of Him.

No restriction, no fakeness...

Just God and I.

Now I know why I gone through it again and again...

Because, I haven't fully follow Him...

The journey with God really not easily.

To get God approve and not to seek to please is not easily and now I know where I had been wrong at...

The area of seeking God and the area of seeking men.

It led me into confusion and ultimately, I lose my direction.

But no longer shall I be confused for what the Lord once said, it still stand and it shall always be there for me.

The tiny details are all that I must care for.

It's a tiny bits of me but it all that make a different.

Labels: Reflection