I stablised myself so that I can grow even more.

I'm growing with patient, something that I always lack of in the past.

Cindy said to bear with a bit more while with responsibility come sacrifice.

Sometime I always asked why I sacrificed this and that to achieve what seem to only been a vision...

Yet because of my persistence, I had reached the 1st step of the staircase toward my goal.

There still a long way to go yet I walked on because I now willing to give up all distractions to reach my calling.

Yes, a year had gone by and I felt so much had wasted because of misjudgment.

Some always said I can do better than what I had done yet the better never come cause I gonna give my best.

No use telling myself to reach for better when I got to do what I am suppose to do.

I'm not perfect, only God is.

Because of Him, I gained the boldness to step out.

Because of Him, I starting to believe in my vision more and more.

I got failures and some still in my life, yet a successor is one nor without failures but is one who never quit.

I glad to see more souls yet at the same time has more people under me, cause it mean that my capacity grow.

I still find time to do what I love to do, watched anime, listened to music especially my all-time japanese favourite playlist... Yet at the same time, I willing to go out to meet up people and to integrate people. It is a nice experience to mix with our E457 youths.

Yes, there are tough times I believe but tough times produces tough warriors.

The passion is growing and the spirit is lifting.

I'm stablising myself for this moment.

I becoming more decisive because of the place that I'm aiming for.

And every anime that I watched, I learn a lesson from it, whether to be persistence or to be passionate about my vision.

Like what those missionaries once said to me, never give up, keep on seeking and asking God... Maybe that why at that divine time, I met them. Never to contact again yet the guidance of God is forever in my heart.

Yes, I learn to live for today and put down yesterday and tomorrow.

Maybe that why I was placed in E457 where we had no limit with God. Misunderstandings are being resolved, relationships are being reconciled.

The next 4 months will be tough for me, only can be to my own CG twice a month yet I knows God gonna stretch me further, from a bottle to an ocean.

How I wish to swim in an ocean... And to have a capacity like that, it is great!

How nice to be growing. =]

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