Coming back from the 1st session of FOP really changed my life and renewed my visions.

A few of the visions came to my life very strongly and really, whatever I had shared for the past half a year, I gonna to correct it for during these period, I felt I was so faraway from God and only want what is best for me yet at the end, what I thought to be the best turned out to be not what God installed for me, until deliverance and until today...

After confessing and letting go, the presence of God covered me like never before. I shared and accounted, killing my flesh and allowing my spirit to take over. Reminding myself every single time to cover myself and my thoughts with the blood of Jesus, it wasn't easy but like what Cindy said, it is what that keep the devils away.

These few months weren't easy. I went through confusion, pressure, self discovering and these are what I received at the end...

1. I won't be going SOT in 2008!
Sad to say this but after a chat with someone, I heard from her that because the course is too pack and because next year schedule is already out so they can't change the length of the course but from inner resources, they gonna resume back to the 10 months course in year 2009 and after some praying and seeking God, I was reminded of what I told my friend before that if ever SOT is going back to resume the old system, I will go for it and here I am, waiting for 1 more year!

2. To be the next uprising CGL!
I always thought that I either become a CGL before or in the midst of my SOT period but now I really wanna to achieve this vision before SOT.

3. Pursuiting study!
Already decided that I gonna go for counselling diploma, advanced diploma and degree course when I finish SOT. It will take me 5 years but I willing to go for it!

4. Israel and missions trips!
Today, Irene and I was talking about going Israel and Taiwan next year. We are planning to gather people for next year Israel trip and also a Taiwan trip to explore the world. Still praying and seeking for whether 2008 will be the time when I step out to explore the world. Well, no har, thinking and planning.

I believe in my God and I believe whatever He wanna to give and provide, He shall do that.

This year FOP was beyond my imagination. Really love it, really enjoy the presence of God. 2 more sessions to go.

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