I clearing away memories that should be clear away so that I may start anew.

I clearing away mistakes so that I can move forward.

I clearing away relationships with various people that I should have at the beginning so that I may have new and fruitful relationships with friends that edify me and be with me, stay throughout my life and to sustain me.

I clearing away soul ties upon soul ties, friendships ipon friendships that I should have in the beginning...

Maybe because it hard to find true friends and maybe it because once I got a friend, I will be relying, that why it's hard for me to clear it away yet I bit on believing that at the end of tearing, more fruitful friendships and more amazing people I will meet.

This is my wilderness period.

A time of rediscovery.

Some might wonder...

Why I dift away...

Some might wonder...

Why I didn't contact them anymore...

Some might wonder...

Why I seem different...

But this is all just part of a new beginning.

A new decision that I know...

Not only for myself but also for others.

Maybe one day, when we crossed our paths again...

We will be a brand new person and maybe then, our friendship can be fruitful.

A fruitful and fulfilling life I wanna live.

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