Sometime in life, many things I never can understand.

People, difficult circumstances, etc and etc...

And many of the times, I tried to understand.

Understand why things happened the way it is...

But I never found an answer and as time passes by, I giving up on trying to understand.

But I really need understanding.

Sometimes, I prefers to be alone not because I want to be totally anti-social, but I need to understand, understand the world, understand people and most of all, understand myself.

I realised... I am not that people-independant as I think I am. I desire friends like everyone, I desire to have friends that share with me, laugh with me and cry with me, to do things together and to have fun together yet sometime, it is so hard when things crashes down and you just need a break from people.

I think it is time for me to slow down my pace and regain my strength.

I need to understand the world and most of all, I found that I should understand myself.

Lord, give me strength to strengthen me.

I need to be stronger in You.

Labels: Strength