Freaking day can be really freaking.

Woke up with a weird feeling that I will face difficulties that will push my button today and things really happened in way that I can imagine.

I met a bunch of guys that freaked me out as I boarded the mrt. I sat down at one of those corner 2 seats at the last cabin as I always do and one of the guys from the freaking group sat down beside me. They were so noisy, banging the wall at the back of the 2 seats and I was there, trying my best to keep my temper down as they were irritating and the guy that sat down suddenly knocked the slight corner of my feet then he said sorry and I knocked my head to acknowledge that I accepted his sorry then one of his friends said can she heard which meant me. And then the guy trying to catch my eyes by saying sorry a few more times and I turned and forced a smile to say it's okay then he asked for my name, whether I am from Singapore or not and asked if I am from NYP and the ultimate was my age. I replied with one word answer and he was struck at what more to ask and when I said I am 19, I don't know is he was shocked caused lot and lot of people told me before that I looked like 16 years old rather than 19. And when the train reached the station that I should alight, I quickly got up and run off with this thinking that... "Oh man, not again. Freaking me out."

To say the true, since my sec school years, I always seemed to have this "things" with guys. And sometime, it can get annoying and oh man, it make them seemed desperate...

But one thing I knew, thanks God for wonderful brothers around me... I got close brothers that are devoted toward God, with their eyes fixed on the works of God and know when is the time for them and when isn't and that when I know that not all guys are freaks.

I don't regret giving some guys cold shoulders caused it was such a freaking stuffs to have unknown and even not close people to do those kinds of weird things. It was just making me so uneasy. Like what I always heard and what I always believe, everything started out as friends, even if not close friends. Caused during the friendship's period, we can know the true side of a person unless they tried to hide it and everything started out as friends.

I always believe so and won't just accept anything from anywhere. I'm not that anyhow and not that simple-minded.

But anyway, things didn't end here... It seemed like Mr. S.A.Tan was out to get me. I got the easier skill yet I got a strict lecturer too and the result weren't very nice.

But everything changed when I met up with Cliff and the rest of the helpers. We were discussing whatever that we needed to settle and then Cliff shared a short 15 minutes message from Ecc 3: 1-9. The verses about a time for everything and one thing hitted me that everything for it own season. Even if we are not doing well for this season but God prepared another season for great harvest and after these, I had a chat with Cindy and released all that I received from the Lord...

And everything went well. Went K-Box with Cliff, Hui Jun, Ethan, Irvin and Pearly. We sung and sung for 2 hours plus and really, we were tired physically but then, singing really help to de-stress.

And finally, I am here to blog. I will reduce my blogging rate as I wanna spend more time tidy up my room, get ready for this week deliverance and to get some sleep.

Good night people!

Labels: Transformation