So many things had happened. Is it what it meant to be?

I didn't really shed any tears during service yet the prompting for repentance is so strong. The repentance for being complacent, and not spending enough time with God.

As I talked to God, a strong prompting came to my heart. The prompting to form a deeper friendship with the youths, to truly go into their lives and impact them by going into the basic foundation of God's word.

As I shared this with Cliff, he asked me to go ahead with what God had spoken to me, to start from the very basic foundation and to give BS as one of the members had asked me.

I was carrying a burden in my heart.

Now, I understood why I must went through these struggles in my heart.

And after a chat with Cliff, I put down this burden and handed it over to God before I went for my next destination. To celebrate Venus and JY's birthday.

And on my way to meet their CG, I saw Abel, who was being hidden by his CG. If he didn't call my name, I won't be able to saw him. He so hidden by a bunch of CG members. And the only thing that came to my mind was where Su Ee??? I thought she wanna me to introduce Abel but I can't find her.

But the birthday celebration was fun in a way. We pranked JY and Venus. Passed them their presents, then fellowship for a few hours and really, drinking caffeine drink really can keep me awake for one more hour. Played 2 mock drama with JY and really wanna smacked him. Trying to bully us again. =X And poor Li Rong, Mike and Kenneth, being called as Bear, White Tiger and Car driver.

After the whole event, I went to Su Ee's house to stay overnight, I supposed to feeling very tired and slept earlier than her but as we laid on the bed, we started to talk about relationship, our requirements for our future spouse, and about a song called 幸福的距离 by Liu Geng Hong. The song that he sung when he proposed. That was Su Ee's favourite song and it was also another rare love song that touched my heart and made me cried when Liu Geng Hong sung to his girlfriend and proposed in front of the whole church.

I remembered Cindy told me once as we fellowshipped that as she went out with Liu Geng Hong and Vivi, they shared about their past and how they secretly vowed their life to one another 4 years ago though it was not an official engagement and how she never expect him to propose during the service even though she suspected Wing knew something.

And I remembered telling Cindy that next year I wanna go with her to visit New Life Church as I wanna get to know them. I only took a picture with Wing and wow, he was really very nice guy. Humble even though he only been in Christ for less than 1 year.

And back to the story, Su Ee told me that it was sweet if the brother that like you sing this song to confess and I can't help it but agreed caused it is really sweet. And we had lot of funny chat over it. =P

But the girl's sleepover is fun, and Jennifer from their CG said that next time I should go chill out with them more. Haha... It has been quite a long time since I really chill out since that old old time with Wai Yin, Kenrus they all like my birthday this year and I still can't forget how Kenrus ganged up with my CG people to prank me.

A lot of things do happen, good or bad but it is fun and exciting. Maybe I should post up the song 幸福的距离?

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