Was reading Androne's blog at this moment. Wow, I was amazed by his latest entry about his birthday and I can't help it but give a smile as he talked about his birthday celebration with God and how he gonna to try to remember his "wedding anniversary" with God and celebrate it.

This reminded me of my "engagement" and "wedding" date with Jesus.

For the pass 2 years, I haven't really celebrated it. And this year is gonna mark the 3 years since I met with Him and engaged Him into my life.

Maybe this year I should do something?

God, should I get a encraved ring and encraved Your name there? To remind myself that it is You who is always the first love of my life.

And maybe for this year Christmas, I should have a tea with God?

Sometime, I just got to go back to the stage of solitude to spend time with You.

I can spend time with people but then, they can't be compared to You.

Remembered the little talk before the "engagement", You said that You are there even without me knowing. Even when I challenged Your presence, Your voice alone proved that You are there. There was the time, when I was being invited to go back to church for the 2nd time, it was the time when Pastor Ulf spoke about the power of the Holy Spirit and how You existed even when people trying to deny Your presence. It was also the time when Your presence captured my attention and showing me that You are not what I thought You to be. I went to meet with You and engaged with Your Spirit and it was a divine moment for it was the first time I truly felt joy in my life.

And one year later, though how I wish I can set the "wedding" date on the "engagement" date but it just didn't happen as I would like. I was water baptized on 10th Sept and I remembered I was hesitating and was having this little chat with Melissa from N161 as she also going to walk down this path and a voice came to me, asking me to confirm my decision yet I know it is not You, Jesus. Every path of decision will face opposition. And I glad Melissa and I chose this road for it bring us closer to You than ever.

Up till now, it was still wonderful memories in my mind for I encountered You in a special way that no one can replace. Lord, how I wish every single day I can encounter You in a special way.

I don't wanna wait until SOT then experienced You but I want to encountered You at school, at work, at any place at any time.

These are those precious moments and I know, I won't stop here but going deeper and further with my Special One.

Jesus, love You forever and ever just like how You love me to the end of the age.

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