Had a prayer conference with Cliff and my fellow helpers last night.

It was a divine time for Cliff shared about the important of praying and fasting and teaching the youngsters the basic fundamental of the words of God.

Like what I talked to Cliff about, I gonna give more time to different youngster, to start working on their life more than anything else.

I really wanna see the CG multiply. We had been together as a team ever since I first joined the CG just a week after their previous multiplication from N161 and there were people who stayed and there were people who left yet ultimately, the remainder people are those that fight through with God.

I am at a season whereby I make a promise to God that nothing matter more than multiplication, up till last week, I was complacent as my heart was tired and my mind was draining but after the prayer conference, I was renewed to move forward.

I was came from a strong root whereby, going to book seats earlier for CG, going for all services during the season of special guests, hunger for BS, praying and fasting all since like part of my life but as we moved to a bigger church premises, I wondered, is it because the space is big, that why people don't see the needs to Q up earlier anymore.

I remembered the first time I was at expo, I dragged my CG members to go Q up like 2 pm in the afternoon for a 5pm service and as we wondering how come no body is there, we accidently walked into the hall and the size of the hall amazed us. It was so big!

And maybe it was the complacency, slowly, one by one, we all started to Q up late. Yes, many times we tried to get the seats at the floor area and unlike in the past at Jurong Church whereby we seated 2-3 row behind pastors, now we seated at slope area.

One of my members booked a very good delta floor seats that was like 5th row from the front and one thing she told me that she gonna do it again next week, by coming earlier and book it. And I told her that some people won't be able to reach very early as we lived like the north and west side of SG but she still insisted because she said the presence is good.

And this reminded me of the root that I came from. In the past, I rather sacrificed my sleep and reached early to book seats even when it was a sunday service, or even when I went for service alone just because I wanted to get as close to the anointed ones as possible and I always remembered during Cliff and Hui Jun's SOT year, I will always be going for Sunday service and I will book seat for them to sit together and we will seat at the 1st row of the floor area beside the middle portion. It was an wonderful and memorial year.

But as we need to move forward our vision, we moved to a bigger hall yet all these things also changed. The enjoyment of booking seats together, the fun when we knew people from other CG and zone while booking seats and even during those stuffy time where we will faithfully wait for the doors to open and then run in when it was the time. I enjoyed those moments, I knew quite a number of people during the 1 year while I was at Jurong church, but nowaday we seemed to forget the joy of it including myself.

I got to be serious, I got to go back to the root and bring back those loves that we had forgotten that in everything that we do, there should always be a passion for it.

I might be giving more time to other yet I believe as I do some, I gonna build up a greater capacity to contain what the Lord has planned.

As I go back to the root and rebuild my foundation by reading the bible, do my devotion, worship God, study the word of God, I will be stronger spiritually, emotionally and physically.

Those nightly bible reading session, those precious devotion time, I gonna to bring it back once again.

Lesser time, more capacity.

What you sow, you shall always reap!

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