Sometime, I found my life to be funny, sad, lonely, crowding and made up of different colors that shows forth different aspects of my life.

Frankly speaking, I am now emotionally, physically and spiritually drained... Lot of things happened today and I just can't concentrate.

Having a headache and missed half day of school.

Went shopping for some beauty products to change all those that I had and had this nice lady sharing with me the effects of various products and some of her collegues laughed as they said she was talking to me like I was her child and I was shocked to know that the lady is 30 over years old with 2 kids. She had such a nice skin textures and she looked like only 20 over years old. She said that I was cute when I kept on forgetting what she told me. And I paused for a moment, it that a good sign or bad sign? My memory is overtaking me... Maybe good if this forgetfulness can take away those memories that I can must forget.

And I met up with Su Ee and ultimately JY and En Jie. Has a guiatring session at food court with JY trying to play "Falling at Your Feet". Was enjoying the moment. Su Ee and I was enjoying singing and when En Jie took over JY to play, it was good. JY must works harder in this area since he is still new.

After ther prayer meeting, I was very drained. Carrying a heavy bag and my mood gone when something happened. Well, I can't blame anyone if I think through it. I was trying to be polite yet wanna to say something and things just happened and in the end, choose to cut the whole thing short is better.

I walked or should I say scrolled to mrt station to find that not only Su Ee and JY were waiting for me but Cindy's CG members too. It seemed like all of us were going home together and literally, I learned to ask brother's help to carry thing and in this case, it was my bag. It was very heavy and in the end, Mike helped me with it since the rests already carrying something. Thanks him so much, relieved me from the heaviness for a short while.

Toward the end of the journey, I sat with Hui Jun and chatted with her for a short moment after such a long time. It was a brief moment of talks that we both shared about renewing ourselves in the Lord and has a balance life. I enjoyed the moment when I can chat with her as it always bring to me a refreshing feeling and even when both of us were tired, the chat was good.

I am trying to forgetting the bad incident and reviewing the good ones of life.

I am tired and drained and still got school tomorrow. But I gonna rest for fri to sun will be even more jam pack.

Labels: Rest