Sometime, I really thanks God for all the wonderful He blessed me with even when things went wrong, even when things happened, He was still with me.

Yesterday was my theory paper, study from tue till wed, facing a large amount of stress for unknown reason, and trying to force myself to remember things, then I planned to leave the examination straight after I finished the paper as there was a discipleship going on but the examinator said can't at that moment as there was still 10 min to go before the exam ended but she said, I was allowed to go straight after the exam paper stopped and by the favor of God, she let me went off.

I didn't told her about meeting church friends for discipleship or anything as the situation don't allow with some of the classmates around me so I told her I was meeting friends and was running late and she was very understanding. She was my practical examinator too and though some of my classmates didn't like her for one reason or another but she was a very good person even though she is an assistant manager.

Rushing down wasn't easy, I was very tired and was feeling difficulty breathing once again, and my heart was pumping very hard, and I smsed Cliff and he gave me an option whether I wanted to come down since he was going to end it 20 min after I reached but inside my heart, for a moment I thought of not going down, I was tired, and rushing down wasn't easy, but nonetheless as I ran and walked to the mrt station, I told myself, I can't do this as I don't want to miss out the divine moment to learn more from my leader.

But things happened, 2 mrt trains was passed by me because one was stopped at1 AMK station and another one was not to be boarded. Then I boarded on another train and discovered, it also stopped to AMK. And a thought came by, how come this kind of things happened when we are rushing? Yet, I let me mind went off and kept myself from complaining as I believing God to reach there.

And it was at that moment, in the train and as I walked to Cliff's office that the Lord spoke to me about commitment.

He reminded of the times that my commitment was tested, He reminded me of the times when I was not faithful with what He gave me and lose my commitment. Then He said a word very simple.

Our love for Him is proven by the commitment that we show toward Him.

Commitment show our passion.

And where we placed our treasure is, there our heart will be.

And at that moment I smiled.

Thank You Lord, for the wonderful divine moment.

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