Truly, what I had been waiting for, it is worth all the waiting and yearning.

And Pastor Kong is finally back to start the series of the Sermon on the Mount. And truly, I was blessed just by attending the 1st 2 lessons.

And really, today's lesson on the topic of "Bless are those who mourn." really revealed the revelation that God has been impressing in my heart since a year ago at Elaine's place.

A year ago the Lord said to me, "to take up My cross and follow Me."

A year later, it came back to my mind as I was worshipping the Lord, and the Lord said, "take up My cross and follow Me!"

And today, as I sat down and listening to Pastor sharing about being broken in front of the Lord and take His cross and break it, "a image of a cross being taken into the hands of God and being snapped into two" came into my mind and it came hard to me that it was what the Lord was saying to me, to take my pride and give it to Him for Him to break it and allowing Him to come to my heart and stay with me.

Tears was flowing down and my heart was crying out to the Lord for more, more of His presence, more of His anointing and more of His love.

Lots of things I might not understand but this I know, as I follow the Lord with a contrite spirit and a heart that is broken before Him, nothing is ever impossible.

Take me Lord, with You.

To fly with You.

To soar high above the lands and to seek for Your kingdom even more.

I might not have everything but with You, it is all that I need.

All that I have is not longer belong to me solely.

But it belong to You.

So take me Lord with You.

To the realm of the anointing.

Sanctify me.

Wash me clean.

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