It is the 1st time in my entire life that I starting to work real hard for my theory paper.

Studying it, going through the CBT a few days before the test.

Well, I simply never did it before.

And what so happening was my classmates went and peeked at the result of the 1st skill assessment that we took this week and according to one of them, I got quite a good mark for it. And wow... That means, I got to do real hard for theory and skill assessment part 2, not because my result is bad but because it is good, I got to make sure it isn't pull down by silly thing like theory. My worst area.

Going through the motion.

Going through the routine.

Missed some classes due to gastric relapse. I hope I will be totally fine tomorrow. Haha... So that I can do well for my paper.

One thing I learn, I believe in healing but sometime, God don't take away all our physical illnesses because He want to remind us to lean upon Him and walk by His strength.

God is not the originator of diseases and He got the power to take all diseases away but sometime, He choose not to, not because He is not a Healer, but because He want us to lean more upon Him, to believe in Him and trust in Him. That... is a test of Faith.

Faith come from within and show from with out.

Faith is not about talking but about acting.

I might mug like crazy recently, but God is the Faith Builder.

And I going to build my faith upon Him.

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