There are so much more for me to start anew with.

There are so many things going through my mind now.

There are so much changes to make for the next 1 year before I embrark in a new journey with my Lord.

It isn't easy to come this far.

And today, tears just flow out and my heart just open for the works of the Lord.

So much more to change.

So much more to sacrifice.

And at this moment, there is still a lot of things that I am still learning...

And one important thing is the art of ministering.

Today talked to my sheep.

And who know, at night, a fellow zone member just contact me to ask me to share about the sermon and it turned out to be a sharing session whereby she shared with me her problems and difficulties and I in turn share with her what I had gone through and truely it was amazing.

A 1 and a half hour conversation.

One that I haven't had like for many months?

But God is amazing.

I might not be from her CG, not from her leadership but I am amazed by the ways God bring His people together.

And one thing after all these is...

To fast and pray for the anointing...

My voice nearly gone from speaking and I just want to feel God's presence in a tangible way when I'm talking to people.

And what I am so amazed is though I don't like long conversation but the way God used us no matter how insignificant we might see really touched my heart.

I am tired yes, but I enjoyed sharing and listening and it helped me to learn to be a good listener and to be a better friend.

And I happy that even though we only know one another recently but she is willing to be open to me for a friendship.

Well I believe one thing.

God always bring the most unexpected people to us.

And we all grow from learning from one another.

Let us continue to grow like never before...

Haha... Tired already. Dreamland is waiting for me.

God, bless me in my sleep.

And guide me as I dream.

Amen!

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