Looking forward?

I got so much more to look forward to...

Yet there is some thing that lingering around me.

Is studying so much psychology make everything so logical?

That whatever the voice of God said, it sound so far away.

Yet I keep one thing in mind, I already walk halfway and it is hard to turn back, no matter what, I got to walk till the end of it to prove to people that we God is alive.

I am like a bird.

Waiting to fly away...

To fly toward my destination.

Yet, I know, whatever I gone through, it might trap me, but I still got to walk through it before I receive the freedom that I suppose to receive.

So much ideas.

So little freedom.

So little times.

Lord, I can only trust myself into Your hands.

Renew me...

Teach me...

Guide me...

And love me...

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