Understanding the meaning of being wise...

Being wise in the words that we said

Being wise in the relationships that we have

Being wise in every single details

I hoped to be wise, even though sometimes I lashed out when at times things get out of control.

Relationships being taken advantage of.

Friends relying too much or ask too much and it become a one way trip.

Think of it, always ask for a close friend but none appear.

If I never has one?

What shall I do?

Someone once asked me.

Now I understand...

Companion started with friendship but I must learn to move on for the higher I go, the more soothing companion I would find.

Sadness overwhelmed me.

Don't murder my life by letting me wait unnecessary for the commandment said, "do not murder."

Sometimes, it's good to voice it out isn't it?

Be it physically waiting for someone to arrive because of a promise to meet or waiting for something to happen.

Sometimes, I treasured friendships too much that waiting become a habit for me, and to think, other higher authority once told me that sometimes got to let go of the need for companion to walk the way of the Lord.

Maybe I need an indication...

A change even...

And I need to be smart, be wise, even going upward with God by His power and by my will to overcome all obstacles with Him.

Being able to be alone, doesn't sound that bad afterward...

I has been some others' support, now... Who can be my support except Jesus?

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