Now I gotten a bit relaxed because after a few funny incidents, I learnt to control my dramatic shocking expression.

A few days back, gonna scared by Joel, you can say, I never get scared by a guy but him!

I only saw a cockroach then I accidently screamed cause my fear mechanism stirred up then Joel who walked beside me yelled even louder for he thought what happened to me then I stared at him, calmed myself and laughed till stomach pain. In my whole life, beside in my course, I never heard of a guy screamed because of a scream of girl. Truly a super gentle brother we all agreed. Then up till now, he tried to scare me again (like what kids do to one another) but I prayed with all my might that no cockroach will appear then in coffeeshop today, Dorcus said at night, the close part of the coffeeshop got rats running around and all my hair stands.

I hate cockroack, hate insects, hate rats but I love hamster.

Today my mum saw my hamster gotten stucked at the hole of the self-make bathtub. I was so afraid for him cause it is not the first time he gotten stucked. so I quickly asked for him and rescued him in time. Poor hammy gonna leave me soon. Getting old. Still remember the day when Jun Jie passed the 2 hammies to me. I gotten so scared when Cliff grabbed one of my hamster and trying to push it down the stairs. Just because he was upset with the prank we put upp without him knowing. Then plus Casandra always has an evil plot toward my hamster. Wanna to squeeze him to death. Never will I let anyone get close to my hamster unless I sure I can trust them. Not to forget when I throw away the mate of my current hamster after she died in the hands of my hammy. What an accident. Now thinking back, I learn to love this cruel one and take good care of him while his mate went back to soil.

But then after that, I gotten my few shocking experience with God and a few other people. It took what Pastor Ming shared out of the blue to convince me of what I was so determined to brush it off.

Valerie said to flow with God...

God is so mysterious sometime. At least I now know what I want.

Now I going forward to this visions once again.

Chatted with Elaine after such a long time. Ever since she gotten married, I never got the chance to talk to her. She asked me what I'm going to do after SOT and I still pondering should I considered marketplace or full-time cause I know sooner or later I will still go full-time but what about the current situations?

Then all I can say is wait for God to show me. Cause even though 4 months is short but God can do His mighty works.

I put aside myself from now on and moving once again.

Pearly once said, our life is no longer our own ever since we are born cause we are already tied to our parents by blood. And it ccame to me in a revelation that our life after salvation is no longer our own and our parents but it's belong to Jesus for we are tied in the spirit to Him.

I'm now tied with the Lord and to flow with Him doesn't seem so hard now.

I already start to talk even deeper in this journey.

Now I just got to pluck in deeper and deeper.

To move with the Holy Spirit.

Gifts and talents He had given to me.

But attitudes and altitudes got to be build up and changed when our life is transformed through God.

Listen the world out there...

The Shi Min you known will be the Evangeline you known from 4 months from now.

God has given me a new name then I shall use it.

Evangeline, Evangelist?

I'm not sure if Evangelist what I called for.

But I know I am to be a missionary in the near future.

Got to flow with God.

Got to move with Him.

Only when I pray then He will move.

Prayer warriors rised up...

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