Finally, I received news of where I will be going...

My friends told me the wrong ward.

I going to another one...

Also specialised but now no one knew what kind of place is it.

I pray...

I will be praying hard for I might seldom be able to come church if I can't change the schedule.

They said to follow our preceptor's working hours which including sat and sun.

And I pray for a good in-charge and a good preceptor for I really will miss church a lot.

When I 1st heard of this.

My heart sank.

Yet as I thought about it, think about it.

I wonder if this is another test to test my heart for Him.

For, whether I can successfully fight against those above me and turn my situation around or I am ask to listen yet holding on...

To me, I leave it to God.

The warfare is within me.

The faith to believe I can fight through.

Cliff once challenged me...

Can I turn the nursing situation around and be the one to have flexible schedule?

At first it seem to hard.

Everytime I fought, it was like a warfare.

To be brush away by others and mocked by others and one time, even an authority said to me that church is just a social activity yet I always wanting to turn my situations around, and God always there to help me...

So why can't He do it once again for me?

He done it in a minor way...

Now I want a major breakthrough.

The highlight of my life before ministry...

Can it happen?

Yes, I believe it...

Confess it...

Agree with it...

Pray for me friends...

Pray for wisdom, pray for favours.

I gonna to pass through this no matter what stand in front of me.

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