There is a sense of loss that once always sweep through the being if my core.

It has never been in my heart for such a long time ever since I got pass the fact that people do leave the Lord and do turn their back on God when they faced trials and tribulations.

Yet today, as I thought of how I can overcome my fears of pressing in, the sense of loss once again came to me.

It was a feeling that hit my deeper being.

These 3 years of being in church and ultimately in CG ministry, I had saw couples of people leaving church. Some come back while some got themselves lost in the world.

Whenever I saw these people who got themselves lost in the world, I wanna to reach out to them yet some of them rejected for they felt that God has left them to fight for themselves.

Yet I know my Lord is faithful for when I nearly went back to the world many times, He came and stopped me by awaken me up.

Even when I was being unfaithful and committed the sins of the past, yet He forgive me and wait for me to turn back to Him.

How much more can I said about Him?

Experiences didn't come by just hearing people sharing about their life and how God bring them to where they are.

Experiences come when you youself experience it.

I still so far behind in the relationship with God yet I desire to go deeper with Him.

Experiences are build when you are walking with Jesus through bad times and good times.

You won't know the bitterness, sweetness of life until you youself overcome it.

I felt the sense of loss, yet I have gained the strength in the Lord.

My heart is aching yet I know my Lord is faithful and He will never allow me to fall way way behind.

For He is the God of strength!

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