Today, it must be a rare time whereby I stayed at home in the morning without attending the service when there is a special speaker.

I always went for service but this time, I stayed at home due to a recurrent of my sickness.

It was sort of painful.

A dull kind of pain and accompany with a lack of strength and fainting spell, it isn't easy.

Yet, I really don't want it to be like this.

The feeling of wanting God to heal me completely.

The crying for the Lord to touch me.

I continue to cry out.

I continue to seek for healing.

It might not come instanteously but it shall be upon me.

And as I stayed at home, I thought back to the girl that I talked to last night.

The things that we shared and the similarity between us and how I came to know her.

But maybe there is one difference...

A difference that I believe God is gonna to change about her life and to bring her deeper into His love.

There is so many things that we can never know about God.

Yet His love is always so real and tangible.

So comfortable and so soothing...

That no one around me can be compared to it.

Well, now at home, listening to music and thinking... Thinking... And just thinking...

And at this time, I browsed through a few friends' blog.

And one of them is Maddy. =]

Maddy's blog is nice to read. She shared about herself, she shared about her revelations and she shared about her feeling.

And since the time I 1st know her, I was amazed by her in one way or another.

The way she wanna to seek God even more and the way she wanna to grow even more.

It is wonderful.

And I thanks God that I handed my sister over to her and Zhi Nian. They may be from different CGs but they offered to ensure that my sister is back home safely and the ways they care for my sister... I never saw some people that can treat my sister better than me. Haha... But I still a decent sister though very naughty toward my sister at times. =X

And that reminded me of old times pillow fight and kicking one another down the bed. But most of the times, my sister always lost to me. =X Haha...

I really thanks God for those wonderful friends from other zones and my own zone. One way or another, they teach me how to grow, they listen to me and we share with one another about our life etc and etc...

It is good... And it is wonderful...

Thanks You Jesus... =]

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