A overwhelming feeling came upon me.
The desire to thrist for God even more.
To receive from Him just like a deer pant for water.
How I want to be like David, the shepherd boy, who desired the heart of God and ran after it.
A man after God's heart.
Elaine once said, to be a woman after God's heart.
I never understand the meaning of it until I read the 1st chapter of "Moving in the Spirit" by Pastor Phil.
It was an amazing book.
The presence of God was so strong as I read it.
Maybe it is time for me to once again reflect my relationship with God and fine tune all areas that need to be fine tune, especially my heart.
Lord, there is so much more to learn.
So much more to do.
So much more here and there.
What to do Lord?
To be at where I am...
It has always been my desire.
It is full of obstacles but I want to pass it by the grace of You.
Obstacles are just there for us to get over it.
One wall after another...
Lord, how much more to go?
I hoped it passed soon.
But I know, it won't until I reach my destination.
Even when I reach there, there will still be more opposition from the evil ones.
But I dream about it all my days with You that I won't be able to let go.
I'm willing and prepare to give up all just to walk with You.
It is not easy but to lose You, I won't be able to walk on.
Lord, Lord.
Stay with me today.

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