A new layout!

A new feeling!!!

Reason for renovating: [Extract from my livejournal]

I finally free.

From being someone that is not me...

To someone that is me.

All because of a conversation that I finally have with Cindy.

This conversation set me free from knowing the love that my leaders have for me and how much they have protected me since the beginning.

Unwise decision...

Unwise moves.

And through this incident, after I finally opened myself to Cindy once again, I started to understand that I just need to go back to who I am just like, just grow in the Lord and being sensitive to Him and live in the light.

I apologised to Cindy like what I supposed to do and we finally reconciled back and she showed me the side of love and care and I really respect her as a leader.

Like what I learned from Hui Jun, a true armor bearer is one who will fight for the leaders no matter what.

The leaders have been fighting for me.

Now is my turn.

The feeling of repentance is freedom.

Never be afraid to admit our failures.

Never be afraid to fight for our leaders till the end.

Let jia you!

P.S: For those who had been reading this journal.

To let you know what happened to me...

Basically, I mixed with a wrong friends who taught me a wrong set of values about leadership and because of the slowness at accounting, I didn't let my leaders know what actually happened. But now, after I finally told Cindy about it, and listened to her point of view, I understand the standing point of my leaders.

I shall listen and obey.

Be wise at choosing friends.

And be truthful to your leaders.

Clear the rebellion spirit.

And spring cleaning your whole spirit room so that you will have room for God to live inside of you.

I still learning. From experiences and from leadership.

Tear down those pride.

Tear down those bad and rotten roots.

Be diligent and be wise!

And all God's people said...

AMEN!

For those that don't really know me, or just know me or just encounter me...

This few months, something has been happening to me. I have encounter with friends that my leaders advised me to stay away and I had been undecisive over it. As a result, I walked away from the protection of my leaders.

But today, I came to a place of realisation and a place of repentance. I talked to Cindy for over an hour to resolve our conflict and reconcile with one another. And I finally understand how much she had been caring for me and protected me and it is time for me to say that...

Cindy! Thanks so much! For always protecting me and care for me. I so glad that I finally find the freedom and decided to break off the friendship that God has been telling me about. I want to be back to myself once again and beside the leaders, you the one that really know me well and support me too. Through the one hour chat, I learnt so much and really, repentance is the way to true freedom.

It take a lot of courage for us to say sorry to one another yet through this experience, we have another learning point and we shall be even stronger than before.

You are truely my leader...

It's a brand new start.

With God once again and with my fellow co-workers of God's kingdom. Haha...

Thanks you Lord!

Thanks God for Hui Jun and Cliff!

And lastly... Thanks Cindy!

Be transparent. Let us all go toward the goal of rising up and let us learn how to handle failures in life.


Be bold to admit to your past and be bold to be yourself.

Amen!

Labels: Repentance