God has always been faithful to me.

In areas that is uncertain.

In areas that seem impossible.

I never thought that I would get a chance to go out of Singapore, yet this vision that God placed within my heart is coming to pass.

After going round and round, failed to go to Taiwan, failed to go to Indonesia, failed to go to India, now I going to where God has placed in my heart.

It was all it takes for me to be focus.

Now, I left a few more weeks while waiting for further notice.

I got to persist till the end of the journey.

God, thanks for being faithful.

You are the best thing that ever happened in my life.

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Never thought that ever since I was 7 yrs old, I'm such a radical child. After talking to a SOT friend after telling why I was emoing, we started to realize, I was born to be radical. Let us take a good look at my radical records:

1. At the age of 7
I was known for being a troublemaker in school bus and at school. Famous for been punished along with friends during class lessons and teachers would call us to stand in front of the whole class.

2. At the age of 8
I caused a replaced teacher to lose job because my friend told me she gonna slap by the teacher and I ran and told her mum. Result, I got questioned, got scared but we earned a good form teacher in the end, who always let us watch documentary.

3. At the age of 10
I had been wanting to be a group leader. Always the assistant leader and one day, finally I became the group leader and 1 month later, all girl prefects, monitor, group leaders and all female communities of the class got called by form teacher. Guess what we did? We hit a guy for following the female communities whenever we went. From library to class. And guess who was the one stirring the heart of the people? My friends and I, been the oldest of the group got it good points. =X

Not only that, being one of the head librarian, I was known to be fierce and I would kick anyone who break the rules of quietness out of the library.

4. Now at my age...

I once again want to pick up the radical spirit. Not to do bad things.

But if I can do things like that in my childhood days... which a lot more remain hidden, which included ghost hunting etc and etc... God can use me to impact those around me.

Just like Paul who transformed from a persecutor of Christ to a strong believer and martyr of Christ.

Now I stop emoing and now I happy looking forward to my life.

Thanks you my ABBA.

For making me unique and for loving me wholeheartedly.

I want to love You more and more every single day of my life.

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So wordpress only load faster in the afternoon. From now on, night time blogger, afternoon wordpress. How it's sound like? Lol so random.

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Oh my, I got so many books to finish.

Christ the Lord
God's Generals
Pastor Ulf Leadership series and many more...

Now God nowadays Kenrus never come and remind me about his book.

Own him for so long.

And thanks God, he seldom read my blog.

Or else... I run whenever I see him till I finish the book.

But my holiday is coming soon.

At least before the mission that I planning...

Hopefully everything will settle soon.

I feel like there are so many things that I wanna pen down, yet my mind is spinning faster than I can capture.

But then God is good nevertheless, my graduation is a few days time.

Been pestering my mum to go for it and been finding solutions to stop her from making excuses to be busy.

I even got to ask my sister to go for make-up CG.

But I want to make things happened.

Family salvation before 23.

Now the next time I want to make it happen, is going TTC for further study!

Anyone wanna sponsor me? =P

I planning to go and let them challenge my faith.

Been wanting to look for a Theology school.

Even if Lu Lu Jie said not very good to go, but then, I just planning to let my mind been bash with the Theology.

So any one with a heart to sponsor, I welcome you with all of my heart.

Freely giving and freely receiving.

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Wordpress is upsetting me.

So slow.

What to do?

God, I sticking with blogspot for now.

Or multiply?

Hahahaha...

But my new blog is nice... Nice blog skin, draw me toward it...

=X Nah... But I can't bear to leave blogger alone. Hahahah... Well, indecisive. =X Hahahah...

Well, I back... just be glad... hahahaha

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I felt like I wanna shake my laptop and said ...

Wordpress, loads faster!

Now wordpress still slow but I gonna wait and blog there anywhere since I love the layout.

Go here to read more about my life: .

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Wordpress is so slow at loading for the night thus I'm back at blogger again.

Today had a session with Pastor Kong after the leader meeting.

Can say, I am convicted.

Convicted of preparing myself for the season when I wanna get attach.

But before that, my individual characters development must be stable.

And true to be say, sometimes we girls have too high expectations.

And to take away everything, I come to see that even for me, I only want someone who is passionate about God and missions, that all I want. All other requirements are just extra guidelines.

Since Pastor Kong said it, now it brought forth new views and thanks God, I learnt of it while I'm still "young".

Now I'm excited for tomorrow leadership class! Go go go!

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It has been such a long time since I last blogged.

Recently I found a new blog site called wordpress, it is nice to use and I might used it for revelational purposes.

I won't abandon this site of course since I can't bear to leave it alone.

You can now found new entries at http://eternityingod.wordpress.com.

See you guys again!

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