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A Warrior Princess, Daughter of The Most High God, devoted to Mercy, Truth, Grace, Justice, Freedom, Dignity and Value

"You shall also be so beautiful and properous... a crown of glory and honour in the hand of the Lord..."
Isaiah 62:3

.UNDERSTANDING THE GAL.
SALT.AND.LIGHT


Evangelyn Ong Shi Min

Physical DOB @ 25th Jan 1988
Spiritual DOB @ 21st Aug 2004
Water Baptism @ 10 Sep 2005
Asian
Child of GOD
Jan Baby/ Aquarius Star
Served in N266, Old E457, GT Zone
Now serving in LYL, New E456, CHC
Reside @ West District of SG


Loves from the Earth
[#01] God and His Kingdom
[#02] God's family [CHC]
[#03] World Missions
[#04] SOT 2008
[#05] Leaders of CHC
[#06] Worship, Classical Music
[#07] Black, White, Brown, Purple
[#08] Sight-seeing, Blogging
[#09] Raining Days, Winter
[#10] Dark, Coffee Chocolates
[#11] TCC, Fish & Co
[#12] Lavendar
[#13] Poems, Theology

Against
[#01] Satan
[#02] All Kinds of Abuses
[#03] Strawberry
[#04] Insects and Rats
[#05] Being Sick
[#06] Milk & Sweet Chocolates
[#07] Hot Pink
[#08] Laces
[#09] Heavy Metal Music

Dreams, Visions, Desires
[#01] More Revelations
[#02] More Inspirations
[#03] Love God Even More Each Day
[#04] Forever Passionate for People
[#05] Rising up as Leader
[#06] Leaders' Meeting
[#07] Mission Trips
[#08] Israel Study Tour 2010
[#09] Counseling Diploma + Degree
[#10] Theology Degree [Master and Bachelor]
[#11] Matt 28:19-20

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.READING.

Undercover by Pastor John Bevere
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God's Generals by Roberts Liardon
Moving in the Spirit by Pastor Phil Pringle
Spirit-Filled Believer
Little Black Books Series by Blaine Bartel

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Shining Stars

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Sidney Mohede aka Favourite Indonesia Worship Leader
Sun aka My Favourite Singer
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Amelia
An An
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Annabelle [N161]
Ariefin
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Eleanore Lim
Guang Xiang
Howe
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James Fong
Jasmine [Not the Green Tea]
Jasmine Lim
Jessica Lou
Jian Feng
Jie Jin Trinity
Joel Low
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Justin Chiang
Juswin
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Karnex
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Kenrus
Khar Loo
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Ru Lan
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Shu Zhen
Su Ee
Vivien
Xian Bi
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Xiao Yun
Yu Jie
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Andrew
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Clarence
David aka Cafe David
Eugene
KC aka Talented Musician
Jing Long
Ke Xin
Li Jie
Peter
Rickson
Sin Man
Sidney Mohede aka Favourite Indonesia Worship Leader
Sun aka My Favourite Singer
Trudy
Valerie
Vincent
Wing
Yun Rui
Zoe

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City Harvest Church
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Guitar 4 Christ
Bible Gateway
Christian Download

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Awesome Team with an Awesome God
Wednesday, October 31, 2007

I know my God is good, no matter what situations we faced.

From bad things to good things.

God proved His goodness by turning things around.

From hurting my leg by accidently topper from a single step, to nearly had a fever to meeting nice people when having attachment to seeing how my members cares for one another, it touched my heart.

Had a wonderful time after our meeting with Cindy.

We prayed for more than an hour at St. Andrew Cathedral, had our dinner at one of the eating house at Riverwalk area, took some photos, it was a time that I glad for cause I finally got the time to talk so some people and hearing from them were a different dimension.



Had a wonderful time with them, you guys really make a different and let us continue to move with God and impact the lives of those around us. =]

And it's really an awesome team with an awesome God.

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Remembering the LORD @ 10:34 PM

Giving it a chance...
Tuesday, October 30, 2007

I shall prosper and keep on prospering like never before!

Building fund is coming.

Everybody is praying for an amount to give.

Even for me...

I had got an amount in mind, double of what I planning to pledge at first but nonetheless, I know a greater breakthrough is coming and a greater blessing will come my way.

And finally, after deciding on something to get for my mum's birthday, I decided to get a neckacle for her.

Actually, for the past 19 years, I never really got a present for her as my family never celebrate any birthday or special day. My parents gave presents when they want to so they never really treat any so called special days as their special days so nonetheless, my sister and I was like this though compared to my sister, the only bad part is I forget birthday and like I once told my friends, I forget even my own birthday. =X

Thus I wrote down almost all those so called "important" dates in my blog.

The date of my salvation, the date of my water baptism...

As they are my so called birthdays.

But enough of all these, I planning to buy something for my mum for the first time.

Well, there are times when my mum and I would be unhappy with one another yet as I got to know God, this relationship bridge gap had been getting closer and closer.

Yet, sometime my mum can be unreasonable and naggy as most mum do and I know whoever might read this will agree, but when I starting to learn how to communicate, this gap getting smaller and smaller. And when I thought my mum don't understand me, she in fact understood me well.

And I know, to impact lives, we start from our family 1st.

All people got their own imperfect family for we all have the fallen nature inside of us.

But as the bible always said, "when one in the household is saved, the whole household shall be saved."

We are the minority yet because of us being saved, our family shall be saved.

And because of it, our family can be given a new chance to rebuild broken relationship.

It's all about giving it a chance.

Give your family a chance to know God.

My younger sister was saved and though she didn't grow very fast partly because her understanding is weak yet I believed in my family salvation.

It's about one at a time and it about giving it a chance.

Never say never when you didn't even try.

For without trying, you will never know the result.

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Remembering the LORD @ 10:59 PM

Trusting in God

These few days wasn't easy.

Under a new enviornment that I never been before.

Seeing the stress that people experienced and in turn I also experienced, it wasn't a nice feeling.

Bad things arise in a way or another.

And all in all, I swallowed everything now and talking to God is the only way to relieve myself of the burden.

Upset for a moment.

Tired for a moment.

Yet as I reflected on those stressful moments, I saw a different view that I never saw before.

Yes, most of the times, not all people appreciate you for who you are, yet if you look carefully around, there are people who do appreciate your presence.

As I looked past the bad things, I saw that there are good things too.

Being praise by nurses and doctor for the help in one of the surgery.

Being praise by nurses that I worked with when I helped to look after patients after their surgery.

Though in this journey, sometime, the nurses might not have time to even care yet some of them really took care of me.

There are moments I really don't know what to do yet there are nurses that will come and teach me no matter how busy they are.

Yes, some of them not totally being nice to me but when God revealed another side of the picture, I saw things in a different view.

And I was being reminded of the PM on sun.

I was praying at the last row of delta slope when most people praying at their seat.

And during that moment, for the 1st time, I really felt like I wanna something to happened...

Revival of schools, revival in the CG, renewal of spirit, anointing for leadership...

I prayed and prayed like never before and I saw Xian Bi near by.

He was praying and was sitting down at the stair, staring into what seem to be space but to me, I can feel that he was reflecting. And as I looked up to the root, I was remembering, the promises of God, the desires of my heart, the visions of my future...

And I slowly understand...

Life is never an easy road.

The passion is returning and I know that it's time to be serious with my calling...

Character building and moulding is the only pathway to our destiny with God.

And to look back, I had learnt so much this year...

Yes, there are moments when I felt so tired and upset with people around me and some people experienced it personally from me, yet as I starting to seek God even more, I found that I need to go further with Him to become more and more like Him.

To think of it...

The past one year, there were moments I joked too much and caused tom of problems to the moment I started to realise that as one who lead, it's not good to always joke for people never know when is the time I am serious and when is the time I am joking.

And to earn respect will be even hard for who will ever trust in one who always joked around?

That when God showed me a different dimension.

To be a lighten mood person to lift up the spirit of those who are in times of tireness, and to be firm in the beliefs of the words of God...

It's never easy and my leader once told me to take things easy, don't stress to much and to change.

Now as I looked back, maybe that was once what Cliff had prayed for me, that God gonna mould me and it was what God had been doing all along.

Trusting in God to lead you, trusting in God to change you, trusting in God to mould you.

It's all about trusting in God.

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Remembering the LORD @ 10:37 PM

Attachment!
Sunday, October 28, 2007

Wow wow wow...

I feeling nervous now thinking of my 3 and the half month attachment starting tomorrow.

With lesser freedom, lesser time, I won't be online most of the time.

Plus I won't able to sleep later than 12.15 am...

Haha... so friends, if you ever wanna chat with me, feel free to sms me...

Only for those who got my number.

Coz I will reply all messages when I see them during my breaks.

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Remembering the LORD @ 9:43 PM

Perfume Freak?
Saturday, October 27, 2007

Oh my goodness!

Never believe this, never believe my eyes...

I never thought Lucky Plaza really sold perfume that is way below the market price.

I never one someone who will think of buying perfume but after my gift, I started to use them and it become part of my life that I got to use some when I go out.

Recently, I am into CK perfumes and really, after getting my hands on the tester for the new CK In2U (Her) perfume, I just can't forget the smell.

And I remember Guang Xiang also said Contradiction is not bad too so I asked to test them.

Mandy and I was so into this that we brought Soo Jia with us and we walked and walked along all shops who sell perfumes and we compared their prices.

When I saw my favourite Envy Me pink package perfume, my heart was so excited.

I last saw this at Changi Airport and it sold 100 ++ but at Lucky plaza, the big bottle only sold for 58 ++.

Now, I gonna pray.

Either I got it myself or I go and buy them.

Mandy also let me smell a very nice perfume.

Haha... Maybe I can buy the small tester package.

Can't believe Mandy also have ton of perfumes at home.

Well, enough of my perfume talk. Haha...

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Remembering the LORD @ 9:48 AM

Consecration

Sometime, it really nice to chat with a friend.

If I never went out with her, I won't have viewed things in a clearer bigger.

Since a third party point of view, and listening helped me to take a closer step toward my decision.

Whatever I shared, I shared with my leaders and sometime people of the same spiritual level provided support and she was one of them.

Now I am more focus after praying and seeking God.

For I got so much to go for.

Finishing my course, going SOT, climb up the ladder of leadership, ministry.

And the decision to consecrate was so much needed.

And once again, as I saw a clearer picture, God reminded me of my consecration and my promise.

And I glad that through all these things that I gone through, I learned to be more closer to God.

Consecrated my life to You O God.

Bringing me closer to You.

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Remembering the LORD @ 9:07 AM

Prospect list?
Friday, October 26, 2007

Prospect list?

Is either at the back of my mind or being tucked into one of my sermon notebooks.

Really, recently I had encountered various friends and we talked about prospect list which is such a thing people will ask nowadays.

And shocked at some of my friends, they haven't came up with the list yet. Maybe I had the list because that what I was called to do during N266 years thus I had it with me all these years.

And out of these friends, I found Val the best to talk and share for she is older, and we had such a fun talking and sharing about our list and so on so forth and beside getting to know one another, we got to chit-chat about anything and everything. From the NYP-CHC camp to Mind Cafe outing, beside Eugene who kept on getting on my nerves, Val is the best to chat.

I will never forget that one time when we woke up in the morning after the 1st late night at the camp, she told me she got a fun but enjoyable to dream and I kept laughing non-stop for I was sleeping so deeply but didn't dream much and she only slept so few but she got a dream, maybe because we talked too much and she talked about her list that why she dreamt...

Then I had a half-way conversation with Carissa. Val not there when we met for a dinner, and left only Carissa and me. Poor Carissa, kept on being teased not only by Pascale but also by me. =X And we were being dragged to the Billard Centre. And Carissa was being bully to play pool with one of the friends. And thanks God I didn't promised Rickson that I will be quiet for an hour cause he won at his table when he said there gonna be an accident.

I meant, how can his opponent who was good at pool, lost? The ball literally flied out of the table like a bouncing ball. =.="

The gift of prophecy really can't be play around. Play the vampire game with him at the Mind Cafe caused Kenneth to have a false tattoo arm. And just because he went and said he won't lost. =.=

Knew it is a bit out of topic already but then that day got Carissa with me and we had fun chatting while on our way home though poor Sup was being left out by us.

Having holiday was so fun.

Can stay up late, can relax.

It gonna be over soon but I still love it. Haha...

Anyway, going out later for a 3 girls fellowship.

And sunday going for Soo Jia actual birthday celebration.

Then monday start my last part of attachment for the year.

All the best to me and all the best to you who read this.

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Remembering the LORD @ 2:09 AM

The Remembrance of a Promise
Thursday, October 25, 2007

When you thought your vision is gone, God is always there to rememberance that promise that He gave to you when you entered into a covenant with Him.

I once thought my vision was hard to achieve.

When I heard His voice while I was still a young Christian, I never understood "Matt 26:19-20".

As I prayed, all I knew was God wanna me to go all around the world and someone like me, who never dare to step out of my comfort zone, how can I fulfill what the Lord had said?

But as times went by, and the message of the marketplace been preached, this vision of mine faded away as everyone seem to be going into the marketplace and I wanna to be there to, to be with everyone, doing what the people around me wanna to do. Be a business woman came to my mind and I thought that what the Lord want me to focus on, in the marketplace.

Yet the true and the matter is, in the end, I couldn't get a business course and landed up in nursing course. Thinking it was just a tribulation period, I made a decision to complete this course and get on with pursuiting a business diploma.

The passion for missions still burning strongly within me. I can't seem to forget about it. I can't seem to let go of it and I wanna so much to be in Full-time ministry in the years to come. And I learned that been a church staff can still go for missions and I thought I can be satisfied with the vision of becoming a full-time staff in church in the near future and when for missions whenever there is a need.

I thought that all I need and I thought that what God mean by Matt 26-19-20.

Though sometime, whatever you think you know, will fail for God already planned something greater beyong your imagination.


Last year during Christmas, I got the chance to meet 3 missionaries who came to SG for a few days before they moved on to another countries. Didn't know whether it was a coincidence or God had planned this meeting, Cindy invited them for our Christmas Service when she met them on a street during to fiqure out a way to go to Orchard Road. They came and I was asked to get to know them.

I spoke to them, found out that one of them, a girl, was a graduate from Oral Roberts University. And curiously, I asked them about missions and in turn they asked me about my vision. Uncertainty came to me and I shared them about wanting to be a full-time church staff in future and maybe go for Theology University in the near future.

And a guy from this team requested to pray for me. Unsure, I did as they told, and received their prayer for me. That moment, a wind blew passed me and I saw different nations, and God renewed my vision and once again promised that it was what He prepared for me.

The past one year, I had went through the valleys and climbed mountains and though, I haven't entered into the leadership course but I knew, God prepared a time and season for me.

The past one year, through the confirmation of various people around me, I know and I know that I didn't choose the wrong path for God's promise stand strong through all doubts.

The past one year, I had been shedding tears, moulding my heart and seeking to find my purpose and finally I found it and it is to love God wholeheartedly and trust in Him with all of my soul.

Yes, I won't settle for anything less...

For this is a promise from heaven and a promise is never easily broken.

I thank my God for been there for me like no one else.

You the best God.

The best!

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Remembering the LORD @ 2:07 PM

Dwelling in Your Presence

I SEE THE KING OF GLORY
COMING ON THE CLOUDS WITH FIRE
THE WHOLE EARTH SHAKES
THE WHOLE EARTH SHAKES

I SEE HIS LOVE AND MERCY
WASHING OVER ALL OUR SIN
THE PEOPLE SING
THE PEOPLE SING

HOSANNA
HOSANNA
HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST
HOSANNA
HOSANNA
HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST

I SEE A GENERATION
RISING UP TO TAKE THEIR PLACE
WITH SELFLESS FAITH
WITH SELFLESS FAITH

I SEE A NEAR REVIVAL
STIRRING AS WE PRAY AND SEEK
WE'RE ON OUR KNEES
WE'RE ON OUR KNEES

HEAL MY HEART AND MAKE IT CLEAN
OPEN UP MY EYES TO THE THINGS UNSEEN
SHOW ME HOW TO LOVE LIKE YOU HAVE LOVED ME
BREAK MY HEART FOR WHAT BREAKS YOURS
EVERYTHING I AM FOR YOUR KINGDOM'S CAUSE
AS I WALK FROM EARTH INTO ETERNITY


Words and Music by Brooke Fraser
"Hillsong United - All of the above"


How I missed those times when I listening to praise and worship music when I was in my room, seeking God and doing my works.

How I missed those times when time didn't matter, only the joy that I felt is all that matter.

If I never do the things that I once do with God, I will never know how much I had missed because of busy schedule, because of the time I spent away from home.

As I listening to the worship songs of God, my heart swelled with joy, just like those wonderful days when I was a youth physically.

God, there is nothing compared to be in Your presence.

Like a deer pants for water, my soul longs for You.

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Remembering the LORD @ 1:34 PM

Driving ON!
Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Long time never had a mass bible study ever since I finished with FFM last year. How I missed those times when I had BS.

Today when for AFV to take the quiz, and really, the lesson was interesting. And I renewed whatever I had once learnt and with a more passionate desire, I determined to go for a even deeper warfare with the devils.

Yea... Life is not a bed of roses, we each got our own road to walk and I choose this road of mine, where I saw mountains and valleys, yet it sparked up my life, to go even more for God.

Now I going forward, what about you?

What is that driving force that moved you forward every single day?

Is it God, a vision, a word?

Knowing what you gonna have is what that will move you toward your destiny.

Driving on, my friend...

The road is still long but the path is not easy.

There is more challenges ahead of us, and it up to us to fight it back!

All the best my friends, for we are all warriors in the kingdom of God.

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Remembering the LORD @ 11:31 PM

A Dream that Spark it Off
Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Never thought that I will slept at 4.30am and wake up at 8.30am.

Never thought that the longer I stayed awake, the more difficult I am to sleep and now? I'm not even tired which isn't weird for the effects will come back in the afternoon.

I'm always wanna be a night owl for I wanna see my physical limit and to prepare for the unearthly hours in the future SOT.

I broke my own record of chatting for more than 3 hours, which I never did and surprisingly, I did it for the first time of my life... O.o

And when I managed to sleep, I have a weird dream that showed my current CG and 2 guys who left us before we multiplied. It was so weird that I can believe what I dream. I saw them come back to CG for meeting unwillingly, and one of the guys who I once treasured so much like my blood brother rededicate his life and cried in front of the presence of God while the rest of us comforted him...

And the next moment I knew, I woke up...

And I starting to reflect those times when he suddenly left and then a brother who looked about the same as him but left nonetheless in the end.

It was those times when I prayed and prayed for them...

It was those times when what I hoped won't happened again happened because of the common reason, to commit more for study.

It was those times when I asked God why they can't finish what they promised to Him.

Yea, as I woke up from the dream, I got this feeling that is not that simple.

It's just like how Zhi Xian once trying to run away from God yet in the end still ended up in the same old CG that he lefted though he is more on fire for God and fulfilling what he promised for God.

And I awaiting...

To see the future that God planned...

Maybe it's times to restart something after this batch of integration.

And after waking up, I spent my times, working, listening to music, playing facebook while at the same time reflecting on the various stuffs that gone on in my life and the truths which I had realised.

I finally fully decided to cut off the cycle... After such a long years of holding on...

And I felt so much lighter.

And at the same time, I thought back to some fun conversation I had with some friends of mine.

1st with Jian Yong... Yesterday we talking about sponsership since Su Ee got the sponsorship from hospital and we talked about the various sponsership that we were asked to take by our parents. For him, his father asked him to take navy but he rejected because of a greater future. For me, I wanna take navy but the lost of freedom caused me to cut off that decision. Then I planning to take nursing sponsorship but the conclusion is the same as navy, not worth losing my freedom and visions due to money and allowance in my opinion. Then the funny part came when I told him that my mum wanted me so much to go to police academy when I was young just because my cousins who were all guys were in NPCC. In secondary school, she even tried to make me signed up for NPCC which I didn't, though I like guns.

And Jian Yong said something about the weirdness of my mum though I don't disagree with him, cause it linked back to the next funny conversation of mine.

I once had a conversation with Cindy when we went Malaysia last weekend.

I was listening to Cindy telling me some weird side of those who was an example of unloving couple and how she was disencouraging from marry young which to us as Child of God, as long as we meet the right person, marriage is just a mile away.

Then I shared with Cindy that my mum's friend's 2 sons are getting marry at the month and my mum just suddenly ask why I still haven't get attachment then Cindy went "o.o", cause it the first time a mum encouraging her girl to get attach. Even I had a heart attack and tells my mum that unless a guy want me then I consider for if I said to wait for the right one, as a non-believer, she will think my wire disconnected.

And then I had a chat with Mandy a few days back after service. And I told her I wanna get married before 23. Jian Yong once said is too young but for me who missions are the first upward calling, I found it reasonable and I was having fun sharing my own list with Mandy. Then we stopped when Mandy said it's good to fun a guitarist caused can worship together and I got a good laugh for she found one herself.

And the funny stuffs are how Mandy and I knew one another a year ago through our zone camp even though Martin was my CG member. I only heard about her, and saw her for someone pointed it to me but to know her is a different things for she was more fun than I ever thought she was.

That when I knew, we can't judge books by it's cover and to say the truths, she is one of my encouragers. Just like JY, GX, Elaine when I shared my visions, she listened and encouraged me... And we discussed about various stuffs like how to improve ourselves to lead the CG better. That is what I often call a true friends of ministry. We encouraged not discouraged. And I must said, I got a few friends like Mandy too and I really glad to know all of them for they spice up my life.

It's not everyday we can meet people like them.

Well, who know a dream can spark off so many thoughts.

And I thanks God for showing me a deeper meaning of true friends. =]

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Remembering the LORD @ 11:26 AM

Making up for the time...

Wondering why I still online at this unearthly hour?

That is so unlike me.

But given that it is my break week and I had been wanting to stay awake till 4am, so here I am...

Someone asked me about a cycle in my life and to make the whole story short, it about going back to that 1st love with God.

Recently, I had been thinking of how come in the past, I seemed to spend so much time with God and grow so much and received so much revelations, but now? How come this become lesser?

Maybe, because I thought too much about works that I neglect the presence of God?

Maybe, I thought God will understand and still fulfill my visions even when I spend lesser times with Him...

But wrong wrong WRONG!

Busy is not an excuse for spending lesser time with God...

Working and studying is not an excuse not to seek God even more...

Busy is just to make life more fruitful...

Working and studying is to see the fruitfulness of God being bear for.

It's time to make up for those lost time...

By taking out my devotion, worship and praise CDs, bible study messages, sermons and a lots more and study the words of God all over again...

For what I know is not enough...

As God got a greater revelations for me.

It's time for some fundamental truths!

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Remembering the LORD @ 3:28 AM

Fellowship Rally...

I never thought that I am going to have so many fellowship rally with Mandy, Guang Xiang they all...

Finally after Mandy suggested going for Sushi Buffet to celebrate Soo Jia's birthday, I decided to ask Guang Xiang and my clone along.

Well, it seems no link but then, we never fellowship for many months.

And beside meeting Mandy and Jian Yong on thurs...

Friday is Guang Xiang, Xiao Shi Min and my turn along with Mandy... (Can count as that).

I missed those times when we shared revelations and visions together...

It takes us to the next level.

I gonna plan more fellowship rally.

Cause I used too much time for work and all...

And just received news!

James was on Channel U!

James, if you happened to saw this post, just wanna say all the best in the media world!

Haha...

Didn't watch the show but to have a star from GT zone, it is our honor.

We each got a different calling and maybe, for you is media.

All the best brother!

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Remembering the LORD @ 12:51 AM

Eating to the fullest...
Sunday, October 21, 2007

Today went out with NYP CHC people...

Can say it was really fun.

Not just the fun that we had at Mind Cafe but the excitement that we can finally relax for some moments.

Remembered that one of the game that we played was about graveyard and vampires and Rickson was getting on my nerves and he was losting to Cheryl, Kenneth, Valerie and me and I said he surely will get the forfeit but with a simple "I won't", he ended as the third. Poor Kenneth... We drew on his arm and Rickson even more funny to wrote the word "GAY" at the back of his forearm with a super thick marker.

And we continue to play until the time to celebrate Rickson's belated birthday.

I must said, he still getting on my nerves sometime... =X

And we went to have dinner then being led for dessert at ice monster.

I surely can say, Valerie, Cheryl and I who shared the food were super full. After the snacking and drinking at Mind Cafe, seeing food, we really can shake our head...

Too full is the word.

And it seem like today is a day of eating.

Now now, I still having dinner date with Mandy, Guang Xiang, my clone and a couple more friends over the next week. Now I spent my time with some other... Now is to those who are my close brothers and sisters... Missed those fellowship... Haha...

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Remembering the LORD @ 11:20 PM

A relaxing day...

Now now, Mandy always gonna treat me to a meal.

Haha... Just so happened Guang Xiang and I should have fellowship, and Jian Yong should be counted in for everything, we seem to fellowship together.

Really, if Guang Xiang didn't mention, I won't be reminded how I missed those times when some of us having fellowship and sharing with one another our dreams and revelations.

Now now, we got the chance...

Beside my clone who organised an outing...

I gonna used these reminder free time for 2007 for some fellowship rally to retune myself and to receive from all dear friends of mine.

And who know that today I met Mandy on the train and it was good in a way that we met cause we ended up having fellowship at Bedok KCF then followed by Jurong East Mac.

It was crazy in a way but it a nice and comfortable fellowship somehow...

It allow me to have sometime to reflect too which is what I need.

Well, I glad that God arranged everything that way.

It opened up my eyes and heart for something great...

Thanks God...

You are always so amazing...

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Remembering the LORD @ 1:42 AM

Reflection, The Tiny Bits of Myself...

How long had I never came to blog?

Many days.

And these days, I had been busying thinking and finding a reason with myself.

So much things in mind, so tired in one way or another.

Gone through an unknown cycle, having broken bits and pieces to throw away.

Had to find back the love...

Had to find back that reason.

I reflected so much when the cycle coming back.

And today, clearly in the mirror, I know that all God want is for me to walk forget and give away all my loves in other things that had been occupying my times when I can spend more with Him so that I won't be led away easily.

And also, to be myself in front of Him.

No restriction, no fakeness...

Just God and I.

Now I know why I gone through it again and again...

Because, I haven't fully follow Him...

The journey with God really not easily.

To get God approve and not to seek to please is not easily and now I know where I had been wrong at...

The area of seeking God and the area of seeking men.

It led me into confusion and ultimately, I lose my direction.

But no longer shall I be confused for what the Lord once said, it still stand and it shall always be there for me.

The tiny details are all that I must care for.

It's a tiny bits of me but it all that make a different.

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Remembering the LORD @ 1:29 AM

Looking Past These
Tuesday, October 16, 2007

The days of trials and tribulations are also the days of testes from God above.

Being place in the marketplace, and helped to take care of Gabriel's father till he was discharge.

Knowing people who shared with me their experiences in the world outside before they entered into the course.

And grateful to find flavor in some people's eyes and to receive some praises from them.

Not because I desire it thus I said so, but because it is a testimony from God above that through my tough times, He still there for me.

And finally found out the identity of the mysterious "Xiang" who is my "Bao Hai" brother. Now, I really gonna pray that we can all gather for a fellowship since last night, someone mentioned about a treat for me and now to think of that, I wanna gather Xiang to join in since it is rare that we can do so, though no promise that I will have time to meet within the next one month, beside Lein's wedding.

That will be a good time to fellowship to isn't it? Since Xiang is being invited and I don't think he will miss that out and I won't either.

And was blessed that Mandy, Jessica and Jian Yong were at the prayer meeting. We took a cab home and really enjoyed fellowshipping with them and heard one another sharing about what we gonna do as time passed by.

It is rare to have a fellowship like this, since we are from different CG. Yet, that is a nice fellowship.

Looking past these...

I think through a lot.

About the ways God set things up and those mysterious feelings within me.

Now I understand, why God make things the ways it is.

Now is for me to continue on.

Even if I am tired.

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Remembering the LORD @ 10:14 PM

Babies, the blessing of God
Sunday, October 14, 2007

Babies, the blessing of God.

How cute it is when we saw the ton of babies during the baby dedication.

Their life, since they are born, had been dedicated to God and forever they will walk in the likeness of God.

How I love babies...

So adorable.

It's a blessing for those babies to grow up in City Harvest for they will have a wonderful walk with God, no family persecution especially.

I wonder, one day, how will my babies be like?

I heard people who want to have 10 children, adopting children etc and etc. But I only want 3 kids.

And I am wondering, will I be like my mother, giving all for the family. Plus loving the children to the max and teaching them to walk in the fears of God.

All that I maybe wondering.

Only when those time come in future, then I will get my answer.

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Remembering the LORD @ 1:07 AM

Happiness is...
Friday, October 12, 2007

Happiness is when you enjoy what you are doing...

Happiness is when you love what you doing...

Most of all...

Happiness is even when you cried doing what you don't love or enjoy doing, yet you still finish it because, with everything that you started, there must be an ending.

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Remembering the LORD @ 11:54 PM

Tears from Heaven

Everythings that happened in life always come with a purpose.

A purpose of telling us of God's goodness through the times of trials and tribulation.

A purpose of telling us of God's blessings when we hold onto Him.

As I cried in my room, it started as a cries of sadness that turn into a cries of understanding the purpose of God.

Not once had I ever shared of the tears that I shed.

Not once had I told people of the tears that flow out of me.

Not once except God had seemed those tears.

The tears that shed because of the spiritual deaths of others.

The tears that shed because of the physically deaths of others.

The tears that shed because those who died might never know God.

Everytimecame close to those who gonna passed away, my hands shivered, and my eyes started to water.

I told myself to be strong yet there are moments when I will ask, if that what He did to take away the suffering.

Yet, I come to understand that there is a God at the same time, there is also a destroyer known as devil who seek to steal and kill.

As I cried out to God, I started to understand why I choose this path that I choose.

As I encountered various people who might not lived for a very long time, the words of encouragement and the word of advices planted in my heart.

To do the best that you can do.

To go further to accomplish what you suppose to do.

And to fulfill your dream and be happy about your life.

Every tears that I shed, I know my God collected them in a bottle and angels counted the drops that I cried.

I know for sure that my God remembered all tears and as much as I had given, as much as I will be receiving.

As much deaths as I had witnessed, as much lives and much more life He shall give.

Ecclesiastes 3

A Time for Everything

1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.


Nothing is ever negative, when we viewed it in God's way.

Nothing happened in life is ever too bad for us to handle, for God already fend our life from the attack so that whatever we faced are just 25% of what we suppose to face.

With an eagle face, with an oxen face and with a lion face, we fend off the devils and won the victory.

With a furious heart, a passional love and a never dying spirit, we fend off the obstacles of life.

Yes, there are tears, yet through the tears, joy come into our life.

Tears from heaven that what it is all about.

About you and me, fighting with God.

Fighting with the invisible force.

Fighting for our freedom to love Almighty God.

It's all worth the tears when victory come.

It's woth it all.

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Remembering the LORD @ 11:47 PM

Just... To Wait...
Thursday, October 11, 2007

Just to wait for time to pass.

One more week and I will have my one week holiday before my 3 and a half month attachment.

Lot of things learned yet there still so much more to go for.

Has been craving for chocolate for many days and eating chocolate became part of me snacking habit.

Sweet, too sweet...

Yet it lifted up my spirit, make me physically more awake and hyper.

Having fun knowing a new friend, called Mei Mei.

She was once an engineering assistant but a talk changed her view on nursing and she joined the course under accelerated student.

Having a nice time working with her and next week only left her and I for the same shift.

We chatted about our family, and she asked me about my beliefs in spirit, ghosts and tradition.

But up till now, the most surprised thing is I saw Poh visiting his dad last night before I went off. Can't believe it.

But really, beside Sydney Mohede, he is another worship leader cum guitarist that is the best in Asia so far.

I gonna come back very soon, to blogging world, to msning world and a lots more after my attachment.

It a bitter time before sweet time.

And I wanna get it over and done with so that I received my long awaited holiday.

Just... To wait...

For the season to come!

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Remembering the LORD @ 10:28 PM

The Feeling of Happiness
Tuesday, October 9, 2007

It's the rare moment when I feel so happy during my attachment.

Being busy for the whole afternoon which was considered rare as most people said nothing to do during those hours.

But my friends and I were so busy, running here and there.

At night, Mag and Andreas came.

Andreas is so cute!

Her hair is longer and she was so hyper last night.

She was running around and laughing.

Whenever I passed by the room, she would run to the door and played peek-a-boo with me.

Haha... So cute!

I think in future, I can consider being nanny to babies since some people around me wanna have a ton of babies... =P

Thanks God for making my days! =]

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Remembering the LORD @ 9:59 AM

Pictures of the Day
Sunday, October 7, 2007

Finally I'm able to upload some pictures to brighten up my blog.

These pictures were taken when I went out with Wee Wee they all, at Bishan Pastamania.

I must said, the food is nice but too full. The Italian Soda was nice, and it reminded me of the one that I had when I went to K-box last time for Sun's Gathering.



This is the Mango Soda that I ordered. Color not clear but is nice. =]



Sometime, going out with all gals can be bad, all we can't finish our food. =X So using our creativity, we created a whole new meal for them. Saw the hearts in the bowl? Haha... Wee Wee and Wan Lin not able to make it, so I helped them to do the heart with the pasta. =P Never know I can do that until I tried. Not a hardcore pink heart lover as I always said but heart is still nice.



The set meal we created!



Taken on mrt. The five of us. On our way back. Now, I really know how women can be when go shopping. Haha...


And before I ended, from now on, I will be posting at 2 other places, multiply aka my photo album and livejournal. One used for daily devotions and one used for revelations.

This blog is still my major focus, and the platform of my life, yet I love to read and write as a way to voice out my life.

So visit them if you want to.

Take care everyone! =]

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Remembering the LORD @ 8:09 PM

Friends Forever

So long never update my bloggy haven't I?

The past one week had been fun for me.

Having my home nursing posting and went around west area with a nurse to do home visit.

It was good and the freedom was fantastic.

Then I went out with Wee Wee and some girls for Yee Bian's birthday dinner at Pastamania on friday night. Well, after such a long search, I finally got Sat make-up CG that I could go for and I managed to make it for the gathering. Knew that they missed me, Wee Wee said so, and we had a fun night. We went window shopping in a way except for me who went to get a few deco items for my room. A mini water dispenser and a cute tissue box cover.

I wanna to make me room brighter with a few changes here and there.

I love black and white but I notice that colors really is nice and cheerful and in a few months time, I need to redesign my closet to prepare for working and schooling life.

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Remembering the LORD @ 5:20 PM

Revelations

Revelations...

That what keep my spirit alive.

Revelations...

From the mouth of God, changes everythings that I thought I knew.

Just a touch from heaven, my life is changed.

Just a touch from the heavenly, I saw the vision that You had for me.

I reaching forward for Your Kingdom.

Revelations... More of them in my life.

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Remembering the LORD @ 5:07 PM

Surprises!
Tuesday, October 2, 2007

I got so much surprises at my current attachment area.

Being at the same ward, at the same area, with most of the familiar nurses and a bunch of young juniors and freshmen, I enjoyed my time there.

Listening to some heart-felt words from patients and felt sad at moments but doing my best to serve them.

And surprisingly I met a church leader with his wife who came to visit someone and I was even more surprised afterward and the rest of it, I just leave it away...

Haha... But can say, I felt so honor that at this season, I can still serve and unknowingly, that what happened and I felt so unbelievable and now I can make my prayer even more specific.

That a few can't share surprises.

Well, bad times happened to good people but good times always follow afterward.

I got my surprises and one last surprise is Wee Wee gal is asking me to join her for dinner with some old buddies. Too bad that day they decided I can't make it and it so happened to be one of our friends' birthday. Shark to say... I forget about it just like I forget my own birthday again! =X But Wee Wee said after confirmed everythings then see can fixed to my free time...

Long time never see them and can't always didn't see them cause I missed our craziness when we are in secondary school. I leave a year early because of our stream but I thanks God that I know them cause they made me wanna study hard too beside God.

I looking forward to the rest of my life after attachment and graduation for I wanna to see the things that God prepared for me.

And I wanna go aboard to take a look here and there!

Surprises in a package and is all from the Lord.

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Remembering the LORD @ 10:30 PM